2:49 pm - Sunday, Feb. 10, 2008
Fall
i have fallen in love with you more than im ready to.
the world is a spiral,
and i see no floor.

4:23 am - Tuesday, Mar. 04, 2008
Empty Dock.
My life
an empty dock
no passing ships
no stopping boats
an endless run
of evening silences
of unsetting sun
of unrising sky
dormant still
forever remain
waiting for something that will not come
and will never stay.

6:07 pm - Saturday, Dec. 29, 2007
Creature.
She hides her ugly face at the back of her mind
and put a smile forward
hoping for the world to not find
her demonic, sadistic, sinister side.
but it shows, at times
and the world will know.
and the world being the world will pry open her skin.
just to show
and just to know
just to see
will she bleed?
like the rest of them did
show yourself! they cried
unsatisfied the fact there is
something that could be pristine and profane existing at the same time
in the same creature.

6:25 am - Monday, Dec. 04, 2006
Run Around The Wheels
I gotta stop judging people.

I have to stop trying to save people. I have to stop wanting people to be better and able to live together in a community.
I gotta stop being me.

I gotta stop minding people who are being judgemental to me.
They want to be shallow, so let them be.
as long as is not me.

if you keep your feet planted to the ground, you will never be able to reach the stars.
but to float around is also hard to steer and easy lose your way.

so get an anchor.

10:01 pm - Monday, Nov. 06, 2006
All the way up your Pedestal
Sometimes people look down on others too much.

What is it like up there?
Are you really what you think you are?
Or are you just what you think so others dont put you down?
you know how it feels, so why inflict it?

this world needs a little kindness, and i know you think im a fool for believing in it, but if i dont i will become like you.

so many out there who needs just a glint of hope. just like us. show a little humanity, and maybe God would just listen.

3:17 pm - Wednesday, Nov. 01, 2006
The problem is.
The problem with this world is there's too many self-righteous people.

Bad thing is I think I'm one of them.

Sigh.

11:47 pm - Sunday, Oct. 29, 2006
Figure in the shadow.
I've seen you come and go
Why you're here now I don't know
Why would you want to still be here when you left
You left me here, fixated, possessed, in love with your death
You left me here, broken, alone, on my own
You left me here
wanting

to be there.

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